Two Weeks

Two weeks. But reality has just set in. The grandparents have left, and Bill must return to his work tomorrow. Egh! Scared, tired, the list of emotions flow hourly, and all while wanting to enjoy my boys with 4-5 hours sleep is challenging. Our newest little man is doing very well. He cries and eats much more then his brother. And learning how to mother a child not Zaky is very challenging, a lot of the things that worked don't, and things I didn't try are now being done in desperation (pacifier, walking in and out of rooms in the wee hours of the morning.) Zaky has been sleeping through the night for over a year and 4 months, now I am constantly asking Bill if I should wake Yo up so that he will sleep later, and if I let him sleep now does he think he will wake up later? And if he wakes up later should I feed him or make him wait the 2 hours? ect... I am doing well, I have finished some antibiotics for mastitis, and working through some other nursing mother issues, all with the help of my friends - Tylenol and Advil - great friends! Please keep all prayers coming.